Parasite.

9.15.12
[8:16 pm pacific standard time]

PARASITE.

There was the vague concept of thought, of course, and how much of my time it took up. Living in my mind like  parasite . It continues to chew away at the outer layer of brain. Another piece of myself digested into the lowest form of filth, which of course lies in the hallows of my head. Wasting precious thoughts on unreachable souls. My essence will never hibernate in the mind I crave. The thoughts chew through the first layer as I sit there motionless, oblivious to my surroundings. Just me vs my thoughts. like a parasite living rent free in my cage. I want to infect someone, to become a piece of them. Float through their veins, filling their body, past the pumping heart, I'll latch. Just for a glimpse. I'll float on near retina and enjoy your view, but again I'll float on. My destination is the highest. Ride the veracious veins to the brain. Nestled right below the skull; I settle. Grow my roots, but I'm no parasite. I only wish you thought of me as I did you.


-G.T