Update.

20130813 



 When I think back on her and the world she sheltered me in, I realize she never hid me on earth. The concept seems rash to those who don't think to understand & for the longest time--I didn't. The mind is capable of unlimited possibilities if your brave enough to get devoured  by the dimensions of consciousness. Most of us aren't. Fearing we'll come across the unseen voice embedded deep in the mind of all earthlings.
     Once you realize the voice was your own all along, fear fades into nothing more than playful gestures. After you overcome the fear of yourself, thoughts become answers not choices. You drift from being the question to the most blatant answer. Confidence is not obvious, it will not walk up and shake your hand. It will not grow stronger through compliments or happy thoughts. No confidence my dear does not have a pretty face.  It's hideous and hides itself from any sign of danger. It lurks somewhere between nightmares&self-doubt. Deeply entangled in all your fears, becoming a fear in itself. Because if you weren't afraid of yourself, than what would be left to fear but fear itself?
   The thought alone scares you 


_GT